Same old Eddery...

Same old Eddery, same old love problems.

Working with Hui Shi on the LTA project, over the past two days at Tan Queen Lan Street, was a new experience, but I doubt my memories of it would be too fond. On Friday evening, we had a heart to heart talk during dinner and once again, my feelings for her go unreciprocated. To a certain extent, I am used to it since I already know her feelings towards me. However, I still can't help but feel jealous about the new guy in her life, especially when he called while I was with her. It is obvious that he is going after her. Then again, Pride and Envy have always been my greater sins, so there is a chance that I am being over-suspicious.

I wonder if I will be able to hang out with Hui Shi and speak to her on the phone as often once she gets attached, as compared to the current situation. For now, I can only be content with the time spent with her and treasure these memories.

On a side note, frankness is one of Hui Shi's stronger points, but at the same time, it is also one of her weakest. She may not know it herself, but telling the truth outright can hurt the other party at times. Not that I am encouraging others to hide the truth; instead, they should find tactful ways to put things across to the other party.

Whenever I feel down, I have a tendency to watch either anime or drama serials. However, I have come to realize that life isn't a bed of roses and happy endings do not come by as frequently as protrayed in such programmes. Looking at those romantic storylines, will a character be truly content just because the person s/he loves is happy? Man has always been selfish; they always want the best for themselves, and I find it difficult to believe that someone will actually give the love of his/her life to another person willingly...

Another step towards darkness. Evil, more evil, most evil. Wicked, more wicked, most wicked...