Sorry for the late post, but like they say, "Better late than never"... Anyway, Happy Lunar New Year, my dear readers! May the year of the pig be prosperous, healthy, peaceful and smooth-sailing for everyone!
Finally returned the PS2 to Luke so that I can concentrate on my studies and prepare for the upcoming mock exams. However, I will miss playing Disgaea 1 and 2. For the sake of my first class honours, I have no choice but to give up on them... for now.
A major distraction would be the full set of the Eiken Club manga, now lying in one corner of my already packed, but recently cleared room...
Monday, February 26, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Happy Singles Awareness Day (SAD)!
You want to know how I spent my Singles Awareness Day (SAD) on 14 February? Oh, before I continue, some of you may call it Valentine's Day, so don't be confused. We just have different perspectives on this issue.
According to Wikipedia, Singles Awareness Day (SAD) is a humorous holiday celebrated on February 14 (although some prefer the 13th or the 15th to get away from the commercialism associated with the 14th). It serves as an alternative to Valentine's Day for people who are single: that is, who are not involved in a romantic relationship and can therefore not participate in Valentine's Day traditions. Some observers of SAD do so out of spite for Valentine's Day, as a Hallmark holiday, or for other reasons.
On Singles Awareness Day single people gather to celebrate or to commiserate in their single status. Some want to remind romantic couples to remember those less fortunate than they are. A common greeting on this day by its adherents is "Happy SAD!"
Sadly, the day is often used by less-friendly couples as a day to simply remind the singles they know about their current, uninvolved status.
Back to my story though. I did not get anything for her this year, lest my gift would create more misunderstanding, but still, I have not forgotten that our 7th anniversary of friendship falls on this very day. Anyway, I spent the whole day at home, particularly with my corporate finance assignments, which were definitely too difficult for a typical student like myself. At least Shinobu was around to accompany me (in my screw loose mind and in the form of manga) whenever I took breaks. Never again will I spend this occasion in such a pathetic manner (though I get the feeling that the same scenario will repeat itself next year, just that it will be assignments of another subject)!
Stay tuned for more updates, especially my rant on the GST hike. Budget 2007 was announced earlier this afternoon...
According to Wikipedia, Singles Awareness Day (SAD) is a humorous holiday celebrated on February 14 (although some prefer the 13th or the 15th to get away from the commercialism associated with the 14th). It serves as an alternative to Valentine's Day for people who are single: that is, who are not involved in a romantic relationship and can therefore not participate in Valentine's Day traditions. Some observers of SAD do so out of spite for Valentine's Day, as a Hallmark holiday, or for other reasons.
On Singles Awareness Day single people gather to celebrate or to commiserate in their single status. Some want to remind romantic couples to remember those less fortunate than they are. A common greeting on this day by its adherents is "Happy SAD!"
Sadly, the day is often used by less-friendly couples as a day to simply remind the singles they know about their current, uninvolved status.
Back to my story though. I did not get anything for her this year, lest my gift would create more misunderstanding, but still, I have not forgotten that our 7th anniversary of friendship falls on this very day. Anyway, I spent the whole day at home, particularly with my corporate finance assignments, which were definitely too difficult for a typical student like myself. At least Shinobu was around to accompany me (in my screw loose mind and in the form of manga) whenever I took breaks. Never again will I spend this occasion in such a pathetic manner (though I get the feeling that the same scenario will repeat itself next year, just that it will be assignments of another subject)!
Stay tuned for more updates, especially my rant on the GST hike. Budget 2007 was announced earlier this afternoon...
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Did I miss my chance?
As stated in the Life! section of the Straits Times.
Horoscope for Virgo(s) on 9 February:
Learning to let go is one of the best and healthiest things you can do for yourself. The trouble is, you know you could make everything better... if only you did this one last thing. Now breathe and release.
Horoscope for Leo(s) on 9 February:
Give that difficult person just one more chance. If you open your heart and shut down your ego, you might be surprised at what transpires. And, okay, if he messes up this chance, you can wash your hands of him.
I read the newspapers only around 1am on 10 February. Does this mean that I missed the perfect opportunity to put everything between myself and her right once more? Argh!
Horoscope for Virgo(s) on 9 February:
Learning to let go is one of the best and healthiest things you can do for yourself. The trouble is, you know you could make everything better... if only you did this one last thing. Now breathe and release.
Horoscope for Leo(s) on 9 February:
Give that difficult person just one more chance. If you open your heart and shut down your ego, you might be surprised at what transpires. And, okay, if he messes up this chance, you can wash your hands of him.
I read the newspapers only around 1am on 10 February. Does this mean that I missed the perfect opportunity to put everything between myself and her right once more? Argh!
Friday, February 02, 2007
The Mysterious Workings of Fate
For two consecutive Thursdays, I have caught a glimpse of her out of the corner of my eye, whenever I am at the Food Court. For some unknown reason, I could sense her presence, even if it is for a split second. Sometimes, when you know a person very well, you will be able to identify them from a distance, distinguishable by their style of dressing, walking posture, etc.
However, this brings about my next point. As much as I would like to see her, I get a stab of pain in my heart as well, though it is definitely far less uncomfortable as compared to the earlier period of our so-called "misunderstanding". Seeing her brings about some form of joy, since I know that she is alive and well, but at the same time, I try to avoid her, and most probably, she is doing the same with me. Once again, I believe the term "coward" can be put to use appropriately because, somewhere deep in my mind, I am afraid that she would not acknowledge my presence, even if I were to say "hi". Many times have I resisted the urge to call her, and only by indulging in other activities have I managed to do so successfully. Perharps, a time will come when it is suitable for us to chat amiably once again.
Affairs of the heart aside, I am praying that volume 13 of GachaGacha has been restocked at Tian Di (local manga store). Still contemplating whether or not to purchase the manga edition of Elfen Lied.
If you felt that the anime "The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya" was good, go read the novel. I believe up to volume 9 of the series has been published, but public libraries only hold the first four books. A note of warning: Some of the chinese characters are difficult to understand, since they deal with the paradox of time and space, so it may take some effort on the part of readers to grasp what is happening in the storyline. Nonetheless, the novels fill up gaps left in the anime, and to get a headstart as to what one can expect in season 2 of the anime, READ the NOVEL! :p (Sounds like free marketing for the author)
Besides, I spent $25 or so on the Haruhi Suzumiya fanbook (chinese edition). Definitely worth my money.
My ranting for the day is coming to an end, but before I log off, I declare that I only have 12 days left before Valentine's Day and 332 days left in this year to find the Shinobu of my life! Gambatte!
However, this brings about my next point. As much as I would like to see her, I get a stab of pain in my heart as well, though it is definitely far less uncomfortable as compared to the earlier period of our so-called "misunderstanding". Seeing her brings about some form of joy, since I know that she is alive and well, but at the same time, I try to avoid her, and most probably, she is doing the same with me. Once again, I believe the term "coward" can be put to use appropriately because, somewhere deep in my mind, I am afraid that she would not acknowledge my presence, even if I were to say "hi". Many times have I resisted the urge to call her, and only by indulging in other activities have I managed to do so successfully. Perharps, a time will come when it is suitable for us to chat amiably once again.
Affairs of the heart aside, I am praying that volume 13 of GachaGacha has been restocked at Tian Di (local manga store). Still contemplating whether or not to purchase the manga edition of Elfen Lied.
If you felt that the anime "The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya" was good, go read the novel. I believe up to volume 9 of the series has been published, but public libraries only hold the first four books. A note of warning: Some of the chinese characters are difficult to understand, since they deal with the paradox of time and space, so it may take some effort on the part of readers to grasp what is happening in the storyline. Nonetheless, the novels fill up gaps left in the anime, and to get a headstart as to what one can expect in season 2 of the anime, READ the NOVEL! :p (Sounds like free marketing for the author)
Besides, I spent $25 or so on the Haruhi Suzumiya fanbook (chinese edition). Definitely worth my money.
My ranting for the day is coming to an end, but before I log off, I declare that I only have 12 days left before Valentine's Day and 332 days left in this year to find the Shinobu of my life! Gambatte!
Monday, January 01, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR... and my resolutions!
First and foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! Although the first day of 2007 is coming to an end soon, may all of you have a prosperous, smooth-sailing, healthy, peaceful, and [insert your own desired term here] year!
Please continue to guide me along in 2007!
Shinobu: Gambler-senpai, do I look cute in my kimono? Let's visit the temple later today.
Jokes aside, here are some of the New Year resolutions that I have come up with (though I doubt I can actually fulfill them).
-Firstly, it would be to stop procrastinating (not even sure if that is possible, but I can always try to reduce the level of procrastination).
-Secondly, start paying more attention to schoolwork rather than indulging in affairs of the heart. First Class Honours, here I come!
-Start treasuring the stuff and people I have around me, rather than wait till they are gone before starting to feel regretful.
-Most importantly, try to be a more sociable person in public places, so that I can find my "Shinobu"!
That's about it for now... Again, may all of you have a great year ahead!
Please continue to guide me along in 2007!
Shinobu: Gambler-senpai, do I look cute in my kimono? Let's visit the temple later today.
Jokes aside, here are some of the New Year resolutions that I have come up with (though I doubt I can actually fulfill them).
-Firstly, it would be to stop procrastinating (not even sure if that is possible, but I can always try to reduce the level of procrastination).
-Secondly, start paying more attention to schoolwork rather than indulging in affairs of the heart. First Class Honours, here I come!
-Start treasuring the stuff and people I have around me, rather than wait till they are gone before starting to feel regretful.
-Most importantly, try to be a more sociable person in public places, so that I can find my "Shinobu"!
That's about it for now... Again, may all of you have a great year ahead!
At the heart of Life is one big "If'... (back dated post)
Time for me to get a little philosophical today.
"At the heart of LIFE is one big IF." Comment.
Some scenarios that I have experienced over the past few days made me come up with the above sentence (maybe someone already did so in the past). Hence, I would like to ask you people: do you believe that some of the situations that you have ended up in are solely coincidences, or were they pre-planned by what we call fate?
Some examples for further clarification:
Last week, I held a birthday celebration for one of my closest female friend. Our friendship begun only a year ago, yet we are able to get along very well. If she didn't speak to me during our university orientation, and if we weren't put together in the same sociology group (randomly picked by the lecturer), would things have been different? During my earlier schooling days, there were some students in which I was classmates with for about 4 years, but yet, we spoke less than 10 sentences to one another.
Earlier on, after my remedial training session, I headed down to Junction 8 to shop a little (and for dinner). I lingered around the Singtel shop for some time and when I left, I bumped into Hong Liang whom I have not seen for years. If I did not linger for that few minutes, would I have met this old friend?
On the last day of my remedial training session, while I waiting for the bus to arrive, I noticed a man wearing black, looking at the bus routes posted on the on the signboard of bus-stops. Other than the fact that he was totally dressed in black, I took no heed of him, till he turned around. Only then did I realize that he was an old camp-mate!
Think about it and you may be surprised by your very own examples!
Note: Of course, if I did not watch the Love Hina anime series, would I be the Shinobu fan that I am today?
"At the heart of LIFE is one big IF." Comment.
Some scenarios that I have experienced over the past few days made me come up with the above sentence (maybe someone already did so in the past). Hence, I would like to ask you people: do you believe that some of the situations that you have ended up in are solely coincidences, or were they pre-planned by what we call fate?
Some examples for further clarification:
Last week, I held a birthday celebration for one of my closest female friend. Our friendship begun only a year ago, yet we are able to get along very well. If she didn't speak to me during our university orientation, and if we weren't put together in the same sociology group (randomly picked by the lecturer), would things have been different? During my earlier schooling days, there were some students in which I was classmates with for about 4 years, but yet, we spoke less than 10 sentences to one another.
Earlier on, after my remedial training session, I headed down to Junction 8 to shop a little (and for dinner). I lingered around the Singtel shop for some time and when I left, I bumped into Hong Liang whom I have not seen for years. If I did not linger for that few minutes, would I have met this old friend?
On the last day of my remedial training session, while I waiting for the bus to arrive, I noticed a man wearing black, looking at the bus routes posted on the on the signboard of bus-stops. Other than the fact that he was totally dressed in black, I took no heed of him, till he turned around. Only then did I realize that he was an old camp-mate!
Think about it and you may be surprised by your very own examples!
Note: Of course, if I did not watch the Love Hina anime series, would I be the Shinobu fan that I am today?
Monday, December 25, 2006
MERRY CHRISTMAS
No matter who you are, Merry Christmas, dear reader of my blog! May Santa (or Santarina) bring you the gift or present of your dreams! In addition, may you have a Happy New Year in 7 days' time!
Seriously, this Christmas has been a very quiet one for me, apart from the fact that Jeffrey, Aw, Luke and I headed down to VivoCity and HarbourFront Centre on the eve of Christmas eve to celebrate the first two's belated birthday. Don't forget my Saeke Sushi treat to both of you, Jeffrey and Aw! I expect you to remember my birthday next year.
Cleared up the misunderstanding with Hui Shi, and so, I guess things are back to normal... or not?
For those of you who took the time to visit my blog, here are some pics to reward your effort:
From the cast of Ai Yori Aoshi!
From the cast of Love Hina!
From the cast of Haruhi!
Nanoha and Fate
For those of you who are spending Christmas alone, meaning wihout a partner, just like myself, this year, don't give up hope! I am sure we will be spending it with our special someone next Christmas! Gambatte!
Seriously, this Christmas has been a very quiet one for me, apart from the fact that Jeffrey, Aw, Luke and I headed down to VivoCity and HarbourFront Centre on the eve of Christmas eve to celebrate the first two's belated birthday. Don't forget my Saeke Sushi treat to both of you, Jeffrey and Aw! I expect you to remember my birthday next year.
Cleared up the misunderstanding with Hui Shi, and so, I guess things are back to normal... or not?
For those of you who took the time to visit my blog, here are some pics to reward your effort:
From the cast of Ai Yori Aoshi!
From the cast of Love Hina!
From the cast of Haruhi!
Nanoha and Fate
For those of you who are spending Christmas alone, meaning wihout a partner, just like myself, this year, don't give up hope! I am sure we will be spending it with our special someone next Christmas! Gambatte!
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Christmas Wishlist
Before I begin to post the details of my letter to Santa, let me talk about the weather in Singapore. Over the past few days, it has been raining cats and dogs (not that I am complaining, since the cool weather makes it excellent for sleeping and my RT sessions are less demanding), but yesterday it was unusually wet and heavy. For the past 24 hours, it has been raining non-stop, resulting in floods occuring in certain areas. For the first time in my life, while using the public transport system, naming bus 157 and 52, the drivers had to take a different route as Lornie road was closed by the traffic police. According to the news report, the rainfall recorded was supposedly the highest in the past 75 years in Singapore's history. Makes me wonder when it will start snowing... :P
The following has been posted on some of the forums I frequent some time back, but it seems like Santa didn't manage to read them, so I shall post the letter on my blog as well, in hope that he (or she, or at least the helpers, for that matter) will be able to do so this time round and grant me my respective wishes.
Dear Santa,
Apart from the times I have skipped work for no valid reason, made sarcastic remarks (to both family and friends), swore and cursed whenever the traffic is moving slowly, and countless other mistakes, I have generally been a law-abiding citizen, fillial son, caring brother, loyal friend and studious student throughout the year.
I am not a greedy person, so I pray you will bring me the following presents/gifts:
1) Most importantly, I would like a date this Christmas and perharps, a permanent girlfriend. If possible, I would like her to be of reasonable character and personality, matched only by the cuteness of Shinobu.
2) I don't have a driving license yet, but due to the goods and service tax hike next year, it would be more costly to purchase a car. I do not wish for a Ferrari, a Porsche or a Lamborghini. However, I do hope to have a PINK Volkswagon Beetle.
*Shinobu interrupts my letter to Santa at this point in time"
Shinobu: Ano... Gambler sen-pai, I agree that a pink Volkswagon Beetle is very kawaii!
The following wishes are not as significant in importance as compared to the earlier two...
3) For the Hong Kong version of Tenge Tenjo to be released in Singapore.
4) For the latest issue of GachaGacha to be released.
5) A whole set of manga, either in the form of Ai Yori Aoshi, Love Hina or School of Watery Business.
6) More hentai movies for viewing if I have to spend Christmas alone again this year.
Thank you for reading my letter, Santa. I look forward to receiving your gifts.
Yours sincerely,
Gambler
However, Christmas number 5 has already been fulfilled, by myself and my wallet. I have gotten my hands on the full set of the Love Hina manga! It may be second hand, but the condition of the manga is pretty good and it only costs $4 per book. Yay, I got it at a bargain!
Here are some pics to share my joy with you people:
As this is a worksafe zone, let me remind you that this pic does not contain full nudity, but it does involve some extent of ecchi.
I know the pics are a little small and not in full colour, but they are taken from issue 14 of the manga. This is how Shinobu looks when she grows up. Cuteness + Sexy = WIN!!!
The following has been posted on some of the forums I frequent some time back, but it seems like Santa didn't manage to read them, so I shall post the letter on my blog as well, in hope that he (or she, or at least the helpers, for that matter) will be able to do so this time round and grant me my respective wishes.
Dear Santa,
Apart from the times I have skipped work for no valid reason, made sarcastic remarks (to both family and friends), swore and cursed whenever the traffic is moving slowly, and countless other mistakes, I have generally been a law-abiding citizen, fillial son, caring brother, loyal friend and studious student throughout the year.
I am not a greedy person, so I pray you will bring me the following presents/gifts:
1) Most importantly, I would like a date this Christmas and perharps, a permanent girlfriend. If possible, I would like her to be of reasonable character and personality, matched only by the cuteness of Shinobu.
2) I don't have a driving license yet, but due to the goods and service tax hike next year, it would be more costly to purchase a car. I do not wish for a Ferrari, a Porsche or a Lamborghini. However, I do hope to have a PINK Volkswagon Beetle.
*Shinobu interrupts my letter to Santa at this point in time"
Shinobu: Ano... Gambler sen-pai, I agree that a pink Volkswagon Beetle is very kawaii!
The following wishes are not as significant in importance as compared to the earlier two...
3) For the Hong Kong version of Tenge Tenjo to be released in Singapore.
4) For the latest issue of GachaGacha to be released.
5) A whole set of manga, either in the form of Ai Yori Aoshi, Love Hina or School of Watery Business.
6) More hentai movies for viewing if I have to spend Christmas alone again this year.
Thank you for reading my letter, Santa. I look forward to receiving your gifts.
Yours sincerely,
Gambler
However, Christmas number 5 has already been fulfilled, by myself and my wallet. I have gotten my hands on the full set of the Love Hina manga! It may be second hand, but the condition of the manga is pretty good and it only costs $4 per book. Yay, I got it at a bargain!
Here are some pics to share my joy with you people:
As this is a worksafe zone, let me remind you that this pic does not contain full nudity, but it does involve some extent of ecchi.
I know the pics are a little small and not in full colour, but they are taken from issue 14 of the manga. This is how Shinobu looks when she grows up. Cuteness + Sexy = WIN!!!
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
HAPPY Pre-BIRTHDAY CAILIN, my dearest sis!
Before I get on to the main topic for the day, let me give you readers some appetizer.
I doubt many of you stay up till 3-4am in the morning, but if you do, try looking out your window from time to time, and a wonderful scenery may just greet you. Yesterday morning, upon waking up from my so-called "late night nap" (it was 3am, for goodness sake), I walked over to the balcony for some fresh air. Have you ever experienced the full moon shining down upon you, with the cool, fresh air blowing against your face, and the added serenity of the silent night environment? I experienced it and I wished that you people were here to do so with me. As much as the scene calmed my my body, it filled my mind with thoughts too. Could it be that my "princess", my "Shinobu", the chosen one of my life that I have yet to meet, is living under the same starry moonlit sky, and enjoying the exact same scene as I am at this very moment?
Saw her in school on Monday, during Organization Theory lecture's break time. Caught a glimpse of her out of the corner of my eye. Out of so many people in the area, how is possible that I could sense her presence? Sigh, I better not think about it too much lest my heart aches once again.
Enough of ramblings and now, for today's top story... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAILIN! I know the actual day has yet to arrive, but this post is my tribute to you! On Monday evening, together with Chai Bak and Wendy (too bad Hanee couldn't make it), we celebrated Cailin's birthday in advance at Sizzler (Suntec Branch). The all-you-can eat salad bar is definitely the main draw of Sizzler, but the partly uncooked dish that Cailin ordered kind of turned me off. No wonder Wendy didn't seem too keen on eating at Sizzler. Oh well, when your birthday arrives next year, we will try to hold a celebration for you and then you will be able to choose whatever restaurant you wish to eat at. :P Other than just celebrating Cailin's birthday, I believed we had a fun time catching up and joking with one another.
My message to Cailin:
Despite all my sarcastic remarks and teasings, you should know that I value you as one of my very good friends, if not the category of "best". I have always been amazed by the fact that we could click so well despite the short time we have known each other. Looking back at my secondary school days, there were classmates whom I spent 4 years with, but spoke to, in total, less than 10 sentences. However, with you, I could speak freely about my "emo" problems, my views and opinions about life... in fact, almost everything under the sun is possible! Thank you for listening to my bitching, ranting and problems patiently all the time; thank you for making my university life less boring and more vibrant; and most importantly, thank you for understanding the person that I am deep down inside.
If we weren't in the same orientation group... If you didn't speak to me during orientation... If we weren't allocated to the same sociology group... If you aren't a person who uses MSN and stays up late... If I didn't meet you at Mediacorp... would things have been different? Life is full of "If's, and looking back makes one wonder how things might have turned out as compared to the current situation.
Lastly, and once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAILIN, my dearest sis!
Some pics from the birthday celebration:
My sis with her "mini-cake"
Our sociology group (missing from picture, Hanee)... To think I would post my ugly mug on my blog... yeah, that is me on the top left
P.S. In relation to the blog topic we discussed over dinner, I have decided to shamelessly promote my blog in hope that you people will post some comments... pretty please, with icing on top? :P
I doubt many of you stay up till 3-4am in the morning, but if you do, try looking out your window from time to time, and a wonderful scenery may just greet you. Yesterday morning, upon waking up from my so-called "late night nap" (it was 3am, for goodness sake), I walked over to the balcony for some fresh air. Have you ever experienced the full moon shining down upon you, with the cool, fresh air blowing against your face, and the added serenity of the silent night environment? I experienced it and I wished that you people were here to do so with me. As much as the scene calmed my my body, it filled my mind with thoughts too. Could it be that my "princess", my "Shinobu", the chosen one of my life that I have yet to meet, is living under the same starry moonlit sky, and enjoying the exact same scene as I am at this very moment?
Saw her in school on Monday, during Organization Theory lecture's break time. Caught a glimpse of her out of the corner of my eye. Out of so many people in the area, how is possible that I could sense her presence? Sigh, I better not think about it too much lest my heart aches once again.
Enough of ramblings and now, for today's top story... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAILIN! I know the actual day has yet to arrive, but this post is my tribute to you! On Monday evening, together with Chai Bak and Wendy (too bad Hanee couldn't make it), we celebrated Cailin's birthday in advance at Sizzler (Suntec Branch). The all-you-can eat salad bar is definitely the main draw of Sizzler, but the partly uncooked dish that Cailin ordered kind of turned me off. No wonder Wendy didn't seem too keen on eating at Sizzler. Oh well, when your birthday arrives next year, we will try to hold a celebration for you and then you will be able to choose whatever restaurant you wish to eat at. :P Other than just celebrating Cailin's birthday, I believed we had a fun time catching up and joking with one another.
My message to Cailin:
Despite all my sarcastic remarks and teasings, you should know that I value you as one of my very good friends, if not the category of "best". I have always been amazed by the fact that we could click so well despite the short time we have known each other. Looking back at my secondary school days, there were classmates whom I spent 4 years with, but spoke to, in total, less than 10 sentences. However, with you, I could speak freely about my "emo" problems, my views and opinions about life... in fact, almost everything under the sun is possible! Thank you for listening to my bitching, ranting and problems patiently all the time; thank you for making my university life less boring and more vibrant; and most importantly, thank you for understanding the person that I am deep down inside.
If we weren't in the same orientation group... If you didn't speak to me during orientation... If we weren't allocated to the same sociology group... If you aren't a person who uses MSN and stays up late... If I didn't meet you at Mediacorp... would things have been different? Life is full of "If's, and looking back makes one wonder how things might have turned out as compared to the current situation.
Lastly, and once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAILIN, my dearest sis!
Some pics from the birthday celebration:
My sis with her "mini-cake"
Our sociology group (missing from picture, Hanee)... To think I would post my ugly mug on my blog... yeah, that is me on the top left
P.S. In relation to the blog topic we discussed over dinner, I have decided to shamelessly promote my blog in hope that you people will post some comments... pretty please, with icing on top? :P
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Wonderful weather
The weather was wonderful yesterday. Even though the sun was shining brightly, it wasn't humid and one could feel the cold fresh air blowing... in the afternoon! It is just the kind of weather I expect to experience in some western countries during summer.
Failed my first RT IPPT due to the chin-up station. Nothing I can languish about, since I have already expected the result.
Dreamt of her once again, and this time, I remembered her words clearly. "You still angry ah?" Maybe the dream is hinting me to apologize, since she will never do so in reality. Why do guys always have to put down their pride to appease the girl? Sigh...
Failed my first RT IPPT due to the chin-up station. Nothing I can languish about, since I have already expected the result.
Dreamt of her once again, and this time, I remembered her words clearly. "You still angry ah?" Maybe the dream is hinting me to apologize, since she will never do so in reality. Why do guys always have to put down their pride to appease the girl? Sigh...
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Kawaii Kittens and a somewhat kawaii dream...
While I was walking to school happily on Monday afternoon, I came across some kittens together with their mother near the Drive-In MacDonald's along King Albert Park. They were well-hidden behind some rocks, but sudden, playful movements by one particular dark-furred kitten caught my eyes. I had wanted to buy them some fresh milk on my way back, but the heavy downpour dashed my hopes. Fortunately, I managed to do so on Thursday, when I found them at their usual hiding spot. The mother (or adult cat, presumably a female) seemed a little wary of me even after I placed the packet of milk on the ground. Oh well, I guess that is what the call the protective instinct of parents... Anyway, the scene is so KAWAII!
I had a dream of her the other day, where everything was as per normal... leisure chatting, joking, etc. In my dream, she seems to be of a cuter personality, rather than the cool person she is in reality. Again, the saying has been proved right... what you think about constantly in reality will eventually appear or happen in your dreams.
Attended my cousin's wedding last Wednesday. It has been some time since I last saw my relatives and being at the banquet together with them made me feel somewhat uncomfortable. Furthermore, my proficiency in dialect is somewhat lacking, so I was unable to communicate with them with ease. Looking on the bright side, at least I can understand what they are saying in cantonese (As for teochew, I absolutely have no clue as to what is being said). Sometimes, weddings make me wonder I will actually get hitched someday...
I had a dream of her the other day, where everything was as per normal... leisure chatting, joking, etc. In my dream, she seems to be of a cuter personality, rather than the cool person she is in reality. Again, the saying has been proved right... what you think about constantly in reality will eventually appear or happen in your dreams.
Attended my cousin's wedding last Wednesday. It has been some time since I last saw my relatives and being at the banquet together with them made me feel somewhat uncomfortable. Furthermore, my proficiency in dialect is somewhat lacking, so I was unable to communicate with them with ease. Looking on the bright side, at least I can understand what they are saying in cantonese (As for teochew, I absolutely have no clue as to what is being said). Sometimes, weddings make me wonder I will actually get hitched someday...
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Fustration leads to Bitching and Ranting...
I am not exactly sure about what I am ranting and bitching about today, but here goes my story.
Earlier this evening, when I went down to the local manga store "Comics Connection" looking for the latest issue of Tenge Tenjo, I couldn't find it on the shelves. Upon asking the sales person (who was pretty rude), I realized that the Hong Kong version (import) has been banned in Singapore! Keyword: BANNED!
What the hell? I have been collecting the series for years, and now that the storyline is hitting its climax, it is banned!? You may start asking me why I know the manga should be in stores by now. Other than Comics Connection, there is another local manga store, which sells Tenge Tenjo as well. However, the only version they have is the Taiwanese import.
Now, you may start to question why I am not going for the Taiwanese version. As all my past issues come under the Hong Kong import category, they are red-sleeved. The Taiwanese version is yellow sleeved. If I were to place them all on my bookshelf, the collection wouldn't seem right, with a sudden switch in colour. If you do not understand what I am trying to say, look at your own manga collection. If one issue of a particular series had a different cover as compared to the rest, would you feel comfortable?
Furthermore, there is some difference in the dialogue style.
Why did they have to ban the Hong Kong version!? So what if there is sex and gore? Aren't we aiming to become a more open society?
Earlier this evening, when I went down to the local manga store "Comics Connection" looking for the latest issue of Tenge Tenjo, I couldn't find it on the shelves. Upon asking the sales person (who was pretty rude), I realized that the Hong Kong version (import) has been banned in Singapore! Keyword: BANNED!
What the hell? I have been collecting the series for years, and now that the storyline is hitting its climax, it is banned!? You may start asking me why I know the manga should be in stores by now. Other than Comics Connection, there is another local manga store, which sells Tenge Tenjo as well. However, the only version they have is the Taiwanese import.
Now, you may start to question why I am not going for the Taiwanese version. As all my past issues come under the Hong Kong import category, they are red-sleeved. The Taiwanese version is yellow sleeved. If I were to place them all on my bookshelf, the collection wouldn't seem right, with a sudden switch in colour. If you do not understand what I am trying to say, look at your own manga collection. If one issue of a particular series had a different cover as compared to the rest, would you feel comfortable?
Furthermore, there is some difference in the dialogue style.
Why did they have to ban the Hong Kong version!? So what if there is sex and gore? Aren't we aiming to become a more open society?
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHINOBU!
Shinobu is turning 21 on 15 November 2006!
I know most of you are going to tell me she is isn't real and is just a fantasy, but seriously, I have to say she was there for me when I was feeling depressed (via anime, manga and video clips). Looking at her face always cheers me up! Thank you for always being around Shinobu! Without you, there will be no Gambler.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SHINOBU!
"Did you forget my birthday?"
"Are you going to get me a gift?"
Depressed look
She looks so cute even when asleep!
Sailor oufit!
"Are these all the pics you have of me?"
"Who wants to buy my matchsticks?"
"Thank you, Gambler!"
I know most of you are going to tell me she is isn't real and is just a fantasy, but seriously, I have to say she was there for me when I was feeling depressed (via anime, manga and video clips). Looking at her face always cheers me up! Thank you for always being around Shinobu! Without you, there will be no Gambler.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SHINOBU!
"Did you forget my birthday?"
"Are you going to get me a gift?"
Depressed look
She looks so cute even when asleep!
Sailor oufit!
"Are these all the pics you have of me?"
"Who wants to buy my matchsticks?"
"Thank you, Gambler!"
Friday, November 10, 2006
It's Anime Time!
You have been unusually quiet lately, not to mention that you did not reply to my sms request for surveying help, so I guess you have read what I have written earlier.
Anyway, it is time to add some pics to my blog. Lately, I have been indulging myself in the world of anime, so as to escape from the harsh realities of life. However, there is one anime series that I am particularly fond of, and I can't help but recommend it to you people (whoever you are).
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya:
-First of all, there are schoolgirls, and there are a number of fanservice scenes
-Secondly, the artwork can be said to be excellent, especially the eyes of the various characters
-Unlike other anime with schoolgirl related themes, Haruhi is pretty much a comedy
-You may get a little confused by its storyline as it does not follow the sequence of episodes, but I believe this factor is precisely the reason why many people are attracted to it
-Have I mentioned storyline? Lots of twists and turns...
Stay tuned for more anime reviews... or at least pics. :P
Anyway, it is time to add some pics to my blog. Lately, I have been indulging myself in the world of anime, so as to escape from the harsh realities of life. However, there is one anime series that I am particularly fond of, and I can't help but recommend it to you people (whoever you are).
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya:
-First of all, there are schoolgirls, and there are a number of fanservice scenes
-Secondly, the artwork can be said to be excellent, especially the eyes of the various characters
-Unlike other anime with schoolgirl related themes, Haruhi is pretty much a comedy
-You may get a little confused by its storyline as it does not follow the sequence of episodes, but I believe this factor is precisely the reason why many people are attracted to it
-Have I mentioned storyline? Lots of twists and turns...
Stay tuned for more anime reviews... or at least pics. :P
Friday, November 03, 2006
Failure to recognize my efforts, Taking me for granted...
My horoscope for the day, as stated in the papers. "Now is the time to do some big-picture planning. It is time to re-evaluate where you are putting your time and energy. Is it really worth all the effort when you are getting increasingly diminishing returns?"
Call me a coward for not saying this in your face. I would prefer to consider it as not hurting your feelings. Feel free to rebuke me if I am wrong, but I seldom am. I don't know what has gotten into me, but I am really unhappy about the way in which you are treating me. I bet when you are showing off your new jacket (in which I PAID 50% FOR) to your friends and colleagues, you never bothered to tell them that I forked out for half the amount. You know I am damn right. Is it because I don't deserve any recognition or are you just taking me for granted?
Since I am already bitching and ranting, I shall get everything off my chest in one go. Next, I always find that you are criticizing me for no good reason; maybe just for your own entertainment?
Examples:
-"Can you don't behind me all the time?" Ok, after speaking to my sis (Cailin), she told me that girls prefer guys to lead them or walk by their side. However, couldn't you tell me in a less annoying tone? Morever, you never gave me the rationale behind it
-"Go wash your handphone pouch!" True, I haven't been washing it lately, but again, I hate that annoying tone.
-"You have a poor sense of humour." Get your facts right. Here I am trying to entertain you and not only do you not appreciate it, you have to hurt my feelings. Well, at least i make an attempt to lighten the mood. What do you do? You can't even tell a joke to save your life (or at least I have not seen you do so)
Ever wonder why those spiritual books aren't helping? Simply because you are not content with life. You want this, you want that, and can't make up your mind. Only when you are content can you realize the meaning of life. I agree that taking up motorbiking lessons and piano lessons are good for self-improvement, but when a teacher raises her voice or seems skeptical about your ability at times does not mean that she is a bad person. Furthermore, giving you free lessons does not mean a person may be good either.
So your witty friend has hurt your feelings and made you confused? Haven't you done the same to me for more than a few times? I know love cannot be forced, but you make it seem as if you are the only one suffering in the world. Stop being EMO!
I am glad to see that you are talking a lot more. However, maybe it is a mistake from the beginning. Talking more with hurting words is definitely much worse than not speaking at all. You definitely need more empathy and try putting yourself into other people's shoes.
I am sure this post is going to have some backlash when you read it, but I really need somewhere to vent my fustrations and to pour out my feelings/emotions.
Call me a coward for not saying this in your face. I would prefer to consider it as not hurting your feelings. Feel free to rebuke me if I am wrong, but I seldom am. I don't know what has gotten into me, but I am really unhappy about the way in which you are treating me. I bet when you are showing off your new jacket (in which I PAID 50% FOR) to your friends and colleagues, you never bothered to tell them that I forked out for half the amount. You know I am damn right. Is it because I don't deserve any recognition or are you just taking me for granted?
Since I am already bitching and ranting, I shall get everything off my chest in one go. Next, I always find that you are criticizing me for no good reason; maybe just for your own entertainment?
Examples:
-"Can you don't behind me all the time?" Ok, after speaking to my sis (Cailin), she told me that girls prefer guys to lead them or walk by their side. However, couldn't you tell me in a less annoying tone? Morever, you never gave me the rationale behind it
-"Go wash your handphone pouch!" True, I haven't been washing it lately, but again, I hate that annoying tone.
-"You have a poor sense of humour." Get your facts right. Here I am trying to entertain you and not only do you not appreciate it, you have to hurt my feelings. Well, at least i make an attempt to lighten the mood. What do you do? You can't even tell a joke to save your life (or at least I have not seen you do so)
Ever wonder why those spiritual books aren't helping? Simply because you are not content with life. You want this, you want that, and can't make up your mind. Only when you are content can you realize the meaning of life. I agree that taking up motorbiking lessons and piano lessons are good for self-improvement, but when a teacher raises her voice or seems skeptical about your ability at times does not mean that she is a bad person. Furthermore, giving you free lessons does not mean a person may be good either.
So your witty friend has hurt your feelings and made you confused? Haven't you done the same to me for more than a few times? I know love cannot be forced, but you make it seem as if you are the only one suffering in the world. Stop being EMO!
I am glad to see that you are talking a lot more. However, maybe it is a mistake from the beginning. Talking more with hurting words is definitely much worse than not speaking at all. You definitely need more empathy and try putting yourself into other people's shoes.
I am sure this post is going to have some backlash when you read it, but I really need somewhere to vent my fustrations and to pour out my feelings/emotions.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Time passes by quicky,,,
Looking back, it has been one year (or so) since my last rejection. October always brings about nostalgic memories.
Anyway, Happy Belated Halloween!
Darn, Singaporeans should be allowed to go trick or treating too. Why do we not celebrate Halloween over here?
Anyway, Happy Belated Halloween!
Darn, Singaporeans should be allowed to go trick or treating too. Why do we not celebrate Halloween over here?
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Empathy, Other People's Shoes... The World is not revolving just around you
If you think you have been hurt, then what about me? I have gone through heaven and hell countless times.
Maybe you are forgetting your own lesson. Before you criticize someone, look at yourself in the mirror before doing so. Everyone has their faults, but shouldn't we overlook these faults and concentrate on the positive points?
Some people tend to say things directly, not thinking of the consequences of their words. Have you ever thought about how the other party will feel? You may not be good with words, but think before you speak. Alternatively, try being more tactful. People tend to accept positive criticism more easily as compared to harsh words.
Then again, a person with sweet words and seemingly kind actions may not necessarily be good, while another with a vicious tongue may be doing so for your own benefit. The perfect scenario: A truly sincere man (or woman) who has an excellent choice of words.
Here ends my rant for the day...
Maybe you are forgetting your own lesson. Before you criticize someone, look at yourself in the mirror before doing so. Everyone has their faults, but shouldn't we overlook these faults and concentrate on the positive points?
Some people tend to say things directly, not thinking of the consequences of their words. Have you ever thought about how the other party will feel? You may not be good with words, but think before you speak. Alternatively, try being more tactful. People tend to accept positive criticism more easily as compared to harsh words.
Then again, a person with sweet words and seemingly kind actions may not necessarily be good, while another with a vicious tongue may be doing so for your own benefit. The perfect scenario: A truly sincere man (or woman) who has an excellent choice of words.
Here ends my rant for the day...
Monday, October 30, 2006
More beautiful memories...
It all started on Friday night, when Hui Shi msg-ed me regarding the birthday present I owed her. A jacket at Espirit caught her eye and she hopes (or rather, wants) me to sponsor 50% of it. When she asked if I would be free to accompany her to go shop for it on Saturday, I amazed myself by rejected her! Well... partly due to work commitments and an appointment made with friends.
Anyway, I ended up sponsoring 50% of the jacket on Sunday evening. I have to admit it looks cool, but I thought that the pink version would be more "kawaii". Oh well, as long as she likes it, that is enough satisfaction for me. I can't wait till later today, where I get to take a photo of her wearing that jacket. :P
Now we move away from my love life. I had initially scheduled an outing with friends on Monday, which was then postponed to Saturday evening, and eventually cancelled. Sometimes, I hate it when people tell me they have something on at the very last minute, causing disruptions to my plans. If you give me a valid reason, my fustrations and anger will be reduced, but please don't ever tell me you can make it and then come up with some bulls**t excuse. You know who you are.
I have a craving to go visit Japan or any other snow-receiving countries. I wish to find out how Christmas is like in these countries, preferably with a loved one by my side. Sigh, I must be watching too much anime... However, I doubt I can do so this year, even if my finances allow me, but attendence at remedial training sessions is compulsory. I don't wish to get into trouble with the army...
Hence, my rant ends here.
Anyway, I ended up sponsoring 50% of the jacket on Sunday evening. I have to admit it looks cool, but I thought that the pink version would be more "kawaii". Oh well, as long as she likes it, that is enough satisfaction for me. I can't wait till later today, where I get to take a photo of her wearing that jacket. :P
Now we move away from my love life. I had initially scheduled an outing with friends on Monday, which was then postponed to Saturday evening, and eventually cancelled. Sometimes, I hate it when people tell me they have something on at the very last minute, causing disruptions to my plans. If you give me a valid reason, my fustrations and anger will be reduced, but please don't ever tell me you can make it and then come up with some bulls**t excuse. You know who you are.
I have a craving to go visit Japan or any other snow-receiving countries. I wish to find out how Christmas is like in these countries, preferably with a loved one by my side. Sigh, I must be watching too much anime... However, I doubt I can do so this year, even if my finances allow me, but attendence at remedial training sessions is compulsory. I don't wish to get into trouble with the army...
Hence, my rant ends here.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Same old Eddery...
Same old Eddery, same old love problems.
Working with Hui Shi on the LTA project, over the past two days at Tan Queen Lan Street, was a new experience, but I doubt my memories of it would be too fond. On Friday evening, we had a heart to heart talk during dinner and once again, my feelings for her go unreciprocated. To a certain extent, I am used to it since I already know her feelings towards me. However, I still can't help but feel jealous about the new guy in her life, especially when he called while I was with her. It is obvious that he is going after her. Then again, Pride and Envy have always been my greater sins, so there is a chance that I am being over-suspicious.
I wonder if I will be able to hang out with Hui Shi and speak to her on the phone as often once she gets attached, as compared to the current situation. For now, I can only be content with the time spent with her and treasure these memories.
On a side note, frankness is one of Hui Shi's stronger points, but at the same time, it is also one of her weakest. She may not know it herself, but telling the truth outright can hurt the other party at times. Not that I am encouraging others to hide the truth; instead, they should find tactful ways to put things across to the other party.
Whenever I feel down, I have a tendency to watch either anime or drama serials. However, I have come to realize that life isn't a bed of roses and happy endings do not come by as frequently as protrayed in such programmes. Looking at those romantic storylines, will a character be truly content just because the person s/he loves is happy? Man has always been selfish; they always want the best for themselves, and I find it difficult to believe that someone will actually give the love of his/her life to another person willingly...
Another step towards darkness. Evil, more evil, most evil. Wicked, more wicked, most wicked...
Working with Hui Shi on the LTA project, over the past two days at Tan Queen Lan Street, was a new experience, but I doubt my memories of it would be too fond. On Friday evening, we had a heart to heart talk during dinner and once again, my feelings for her go unreciprocated. To a certain extent, I am used to it since I already know her feelings towards me. However, I still can't help but feel jealous about the new guy in her life, especially when he called while I was with her. It is obvious that he is going after her. Then again, Pride and Envy have always been my greater sins, so there is a chance that I am being over-suspicious.
I wonder if I will be able to hang out with Hui Shi and speak to her on the phone as often once she gets attached, as compared to the current situation. For now, I can only be content with the time spent with her and treasure these memories.
On a side note, frankness is one of Hui Shi's stronger points, but at the same time, it is also one of her weakest. She may not know it herself, but telling the truth outright can hurt the other party at times. Not that I am encouraging others to hide the truth; instead, they should find tactful ways to put things across to the other party.
Whenever I feel down, I have a tendency to watch either anime or drama serials. However, I have come to realize that life isn't a bed of roses and happy endings do not come by as frequently as protrayed in such programmes. Looking at those romantic storylines, will a character be truly content just because the person s/he loves is happy? Man has always been selfish; they always want the best for themselves, and I find it difficult to believe that someone will actually give the love of his/her life to another person willingly...
Another step towards darkness. Evil, more evil, most evil. Wicked, more wicked, most wicked...
Monday, October 09, 2006
A tinge of jealousy and comfort...
I was chatting to Hui Shi earlier on and she mentioned about a new guy asking for her number during her motorbiking lessons. In fact, he has already called her. Even though I don't stand any chance (hopefully, there is some) of being with her, my feelings still linger and a tinge of jealousy crept into me upon hearing this news. However, her claims of having no interst in him (at least for now) gave me some comfort. Looking on the bright side, it means I have good taste in girls too! :P
Sigh, affairs of the heart are always so difficult to understand. The Melancholy of Eddery Oon...
Ever get the feeling of being cold, wet and hungry? I did last weeek, while performing the pedestrian count project outside Shaw Towers on Saturday afternoon. Not only was it raining heavily, the wind was strong and my stomach rumbling. To sum it up, the word is "miserable".
Just when I receive a substanial amount of salary, the whole set of Love Hina on offer at the Tian Di branch of Toa Payoh had to be sold off. I really ought to have bought it last month. Sob... my lovely Shinobu...
Fortunately, the haze seems to have subsided for today. It was really bad over the past two days, especially at night. I could detect the "ash-y" smell during my vehicle count at Bugis. I pray it will never return, or hopefully, not any time soon. Human beings should really do more to save our beloved Earth.
Sigh, affairs of the heart are always so difficult to understand. The Melancholy of Eddery Oon...
Ever get the feeling of being cold, wet and hungry? I did last weeek, while performing the pedestrian count project outside Shaw Towers on Saturday afternoon. Not only was it raining heavily, the wind was strong and my stomach rumbling. To sum it up, the word is "miserable".
Just when I receive a substanial amount of salary, the whole set of Love Hina on offer at the Tian Di branch of Toa Payoh had to be sold off. I really ought to have bought it last month. Sob... my lovely Shinobu...
Fortunately, the haze seems to have subsided for today. It was really bad over the past two days, especially at night. I could detect the "ash-y" smell during my vehicle count at Bugis. I pray it will never return, or hopefully, not any time soon. Human beings should really do more to save our beloved Earth.
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